Tuesday, July 5, 2011
back off!!!!!
That was it! Enough is enough! Don't you dare forcing me doing what I don't wanna do! This country is so freaking F*****G stupid and corrupted!!! No wonder those who've been outside Indonesia hesitate to come back. Stupid goverment!! And I freaking hate people who force me to do damn stupid things!!! Don't you ever dare treating me this way again, ever! No matter who you are!!! I can punch someone on the face right now!!!!!!!! so freaking pissed off!!!!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Saturday, July 2, 2011
update
welcome to the month of July!
Home has been great. No place is better than home, indeed. For home is where my heart takes rest-- where the ones I dear the most reside. Many stories I have been wanting to share. But this lazy syndrom is sucking all my motivation. Ahhh...
This year is a busy year for me and my family. I graduated on May. Mom and Dad and 2 of my 3 siblings came for my graduation and we went for 1-month US tour. It was bloody jolly fun :) From Florida to New York to California, we've kicked their butts! My big bro is getting married in November. How exciting! Still more excitement-- my sis will have her engagement party on Sept 10th. The day after we arrived from Uncle Sam, my sis' boyfriend's family met up with my family and arranged the engagement party. Next year by June my sis will no longer be Gabriel Mogi but Gabriel Setiawan, S.H., M.Kn., M.M. (so many degrees I know.. Can you imagine how intimidating it is to be her husband? lol).
Life is good. And I believe will always be so. I didn't say it won't be free of challenges. But, surrounded by love, and with Him, I shall not worry about a thing. God has been my provider, my deliverer, and will always be so. For now, I plan to continue to a school in Surabaya. I love reading books can't you tell? haha.. so sarcastic.. I am grateful tho, for the opportunities. I do not know where the future will bring me. But I know for sure God is the One behind the wheel. So, I am taking it easy ;)
My R is doing great too. Each day I love him even more and more. So blessed to have have him in my life. Couple nights ago a very good friend of mine spent a night with me. We had a great reunion and chatted til dawn-- 4am! I stole her from her hubby hehe.. Many stories we shared-- from friends to being pregnant (she's a mom of three beautiful angels). She updated me about our junior high friends, most of them are boys. Man, it is true that to find a righteous man nowadays is as hard as to find a needle in a stack of jerami (apa yah bahasa inggrisnya jerami? hehe..). I don't want to recreate the not-so-noble stories of those friends of us here. But it made me extremely thanksful for my beloved boy. I cannot ask for a better partner. And I hope I can one day share my life with him. Be next to him in happiness and sorrow. I can never thank God enough for sending my guardian angel, R, in my life. I love you, R! I really do..
R is working at one of the biggest real estate companies in Indo. Though his position isn't one of the bonafide ones. But he's learning a lot and I admire his willingness and motifation to learn. Indeed a type of man that I had been praying for =) By the grace of God, we will be together forever in about 3-3.5 years. While I never worried about getting married old, he did! It makes me giggle everytime I think of it because he is the boy yet he's the one worrying about that "sensitive" stuff. hehe.. It's cute isnt it? :p I need to learn to be less stuborn. He'll be the head of the family and it is my duty to be submissive. I pray that the Lord God will enable me to be a good partner for R.
Hadn't written for a while.. Feel like I am sumarizing the last few months of my life here. I miss writing, esp. in English. Life is so ful of surprises-- happy and not so happy ones. I thank God for my life. I thank God for those who color my life. I hope my life, one day, will color others'.
til then,
angel
Home has been great. No place is better than home, indeed. For home is where my heart takes rest-- where the ones I dear the most reside. Many stories I have been wanting to share. But this lazy syndrom is sucking all my motivation. Ahhh...
This year is a busy year for me and my family. I graduated on May. Mom and Dad and 2 of my 3 siblings came for my graduation and we went for 1-month US tour. It was bloody jolly fun :) From Florida to New York to California, we've kicked their butts! My big bro is getting married in November. How exciting! Still more excitement-- my sis will have her engagement party on Sept 10th. The day after we arrived from Uncle Sam, my sis' boyfriend's family met up with my family and arranged the engagement party. Next year by June my sis will no longer be Gabriel Mogi but Gabriel Setiawan, S.H., M.Kn., M.M. (so many degrees I know.. Can you imagine how intimidating it is to be her husband? lol).
Life is good. And I believe will always be so. I didn't say it won't be free of challenges. But, surrounded by love, and with Him, I shall not worry about a thing. God has been my provider, my deliverer, and will always be so. For now, I plan to continue to a school in Surabaya. I love reading books can't you tell? haha.. so sarcastic.. I am grateful tho, for the opportunities. I do not know where the future will bring me. But I know for sure God is the One behind the wheel. So, I am taking it easy ;)
My R is doing great too. Each day I love him even more and more. So blessed to have have him in my life. Couple nights ago a very good friend of mine spent a night with me. We had a great reunion and chatted til dawn-- 4am! I stole her from her hubby hehe.. Many stories we shared-- from friends to being pregnant (she's a mom of three beautiful angels). She updated me about our junior high friends, most of them are boys. Man, it is true that to find a righteous man nowadays is as hard as to find a needle in a stack of jerami (apa yah bahasa inggrisnya jerami? hehe..). I don't want to recreate the not-so-noble stories of those friends of us here. But it made me extremely thanksful for my beloved boy. I cannot ask for a better partner. And I hope I can one day share my life with him. Be next to him in happiness and sorrow. I can never thank God enough for sending my guardian angel, R, in my life. I love you, R! I really do..
R is working at one of the biggest real estate companies in Indo. Though his position isn't one of the bonafide ones. But he's learning a lot and I admire his willingness and motifation to learn. Indeed a type of man that I had been praying for =) By the grace of God, we will be together forever in about 3-3.5 years. While I never worried about getting married old, he did! It makes me giggle everytime I think of it because he is the boy yet he's the one worrying about that "sensitive" stuff. hehe.. It's cute isnt it? :p I need to learn to be less stuborn. He'll be the head of the family and it is my duty to be submissive. I pray that the Lord God will enable me to be a good partner for R.
Hadn't written for a while.. Feel like I am sumarizing the last few months of my life here. I miss writing, esp. in English. Life is so ful of surprises-- happy and not so happy ones. I thank God for my life. I thank God for those who color my life. I hope my life, one day, will color others'.
til then,
angel
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